As an online gamer, it's hard. Bakit ayaw nila sakin? Bakit ayaw nila akong maging kaibigan? Is it because of my age? Kung mag kakaroon ka ng kaibigan na turning 13 like me is a “yuck” na? Why do they even play these games if they don't even know how to respect a teenager? Bakit? Hindi ba sila naging 12/13 kagaya ko? Kailangan pa bang ipagmayabang yang edad mo? Instead of taking an advantage with a teenager, TEACH THEM, RESPECT THEM, AND GUIDE THEM. Hindi yung sisirain mo yung childhood nila. Kung hindi man naging maganda ang childhood mo dati wag mong ipadama sakanila, wag mo silang igaya sayo. I'm just a teen pero hindi mo kailangang sirain yung buhay ko. Everytime, everyday, and everynight, these question is stuck in my head. “Bakit ayaw nila sa batang katulad ko?Do I need to be old enough to be with them? Do I need to fake my identity just to fit with them?” I was drowned with depression, thinking no one would ever like me. No one will love a teenager like me. In this life, in this year, age matter to them? Age is a big big deal to them? As me, it was hard. Even if I smile, it will never be the same AGAIN. Because of all of you I've changed. Cut my hair into short thinking I will finally forget the past, put some makeup so that I could be attractive enough, lastly, I became a whole different person. The smile everytime I took a photo is gone. Those apologizes everytime I made a mistake is now missing from the root of my mouth. Respecting everyone is now forbidden to me. Is it fun to change a happy teenager? Is it fun to take an advantage of them? Is it fun to ruin their lives?